I try to figure things out, I think I know what I'm doing, I'm happy where I am... and then everything changes.
However, it can never really change for the worse, because I always find something good within all the chaos.
"Reflecting now on how things could have been, it was worth it in the end." That line from Daughtry's new song repeats in my head every time I hear it. It could not be more true. Despite how things might have ended up, despite what could have happened... the time and memories spent in a certain season of life are worth it, one hundred percent. Worth the pain, the tears, and the heartache of losing someone.
The past year and a half of my life have been filled up with a certain person, and now that person is gone; but I do not regret the days I spent with him, the depths I have opened up to him, and the thoughts I committed to him. I learned a lot from being in a serious relationship, and though I ended up not wanting to be with him, I'm glad we had the time together that we did.
I learn every day. I learn how to be a better person, I learn how to dedicate myself to my loved ones, I learn how to get to Ridgmar Mall... I learn something that will help me for the rest of my life. Reflecting now on how things could've been, it was worth it in the end.
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